Long time no see...Hello!

As I sit here with two cups of coffee to my right, one cold from procrastinating and the other freshly made by my daughter, I wonder what to write. It has been so long since I shared my inner thoughts and feelings with you and for some of you this will be the first time we have connected in this way, so welcome.

So what to write? Where have I been? What have I been up to?

I guess I best start with where I have been, which in turn answers the first question of what to write, In short I took a breather.

"The only constant in life is change" ~ Heraclitus

Last year brought a lot of changes for our household, my husband left his job, I stepped away from my Teaching Assistant position into a nursery to go part-time so that I can make some improvements in my health and help in the growth of my company. It was full of laughter, tears, relief, worries, new connections, news starts and a lot of adjusting.

As the year progressed it was made obvious to me that I needed to step back and breathe. Trying to be mum, an emotional support, working both in the nursery on my company & practice, running my meditation group, blogging and all the other commitments that comes with life, was taking a toll on my energy and health. I made the conscious decision to stop my blogs for a while. Writing does not come naturally to me, the thought of what to write, the stress of trying to get it on the paper increased as time went on. I was putting a lot of pressure on myself and often sat up all night into the early morning trying to get something on the paper, so it was an easy decision to make.

So why now?

Writing again has been on my mind a while now. I love being able to express myself this way, connecting to you all on a deeper level, sharing my inner thoughts and feeling, my real time realisations as they form in my mind as I write. For me it acts very much like a public journal and I feel this is the right time to come back to it. I know that it isn’t going to be an easy process, but, then again, when is anything that is worth doing and evoking growth easy. What would the point of that be? You need to step out of what is comfortable and easy into the challenging and difficult, that’s how we learn and grow. So here I am, stepping up, stepping forward and saying to the Universe I am ready, I am willing to step into the lesson, take the challenge, I am ready to be more and I can do this.

Where do I go to from here?

Life is still very unsettled at the moment, as it is for all of us, and so I have chosen not to set a schedule to get my blogs out. I am going to leave them organically develop and write only when I feel compelled to, like I was with this one. There may not always be a lesson learnt or a golden piece of knowledge but I promise you this they will always be authentic, real life and from my heart and soul.

So join me if you wish in following my journey, the ups and downs, the laughter and tears as I grow and move forward in the Universe’s flow and acting love and creating balance.

Sending you all lots of Love, Light and Healing

Danica xx